Psilocybe Cubensis PES Amazonian Shroom

So finally got my crop and boy was it worth it, trip report below; I had business to take care of in the morning so didn't get to take the shrooms until late morning and not on an empty stomach as I had before. I took 54g wet and after an hour nothing happened so I decided to take a bath. I started to feel them kicking in when I noticed all the veins in my foot looked weird, I then had the distinct voice in my head saying that a group wanted to meet me and that they were not the type you would want to meet in the bath, so I got out, got dressed and lay in bed. Not long after this I closed my eyes and began to see complex tribal patterns and what I seem to see in every trip, what looks like wurling black ink with long tendrils dancing around. I opened my eyes and began to see similar patterns now appearing on the ceiling, this seemed to morph into a large throbbing mass of flesh and muscle, I saw distinct "organs" and limbs of some alien creature that appeared to be interacting with me. Behind it a cascade of horrible mutant cherub like faces began to appear on the walls, think kuato from total recall, they looked down at me judgementaly but then seemed to nod in approval, then the creature on the ceiling began to change and morph into something else like a jellyfish/flower, I saw Viking like knot patterns appearing in its flesh, bizarrely I could hear bagpipes and church organs playing, I heard "These are the patterns and music's of your tribe", and after sometime the creature began to change into almost a smiling woman's face, a voice seemed to say that this was the goddess manifesting to me and that I was to be blessed by listening to what she had to say, a figure in a hood appeared next to my bed and seemed to be writing down what was happening. I was told that if I reached out my arm to the goddess I could learn great things if I was willing to listen, I hesitated but slowly reached out my arm, as I did thin tendril tentacles descended from a gapping maw in the mass on the ceiling into my body, going through my arms, abdomen and directly into my eyes, the maw spoke in a female voice saying, "You will listen to me now! You will listen to me and you will learn, be silent, listen to me and stop ignoring me, here I am". The creature on the ceiling had transformed into a great face of an older woman wearing a great crown not unlike an intricate khemer crown. I wanted to ask questions but once again the voice said "You will listen to me, you will not speak, listen to what I have to teach not with your ears but your whole being, you will listen to me now, I will not be ignored!". I began to see complex shapes and was told I would learn more over the coming weeks, it was amazing what I saw, I felt that I was tied to the very reality of existence, I felt what flowers and plants felt as they grew, were people go when they die and how they join with reality itself in absolute harmony and joy, that the concept of suffering is entirely foreign to them in that state. I felt all of existence as grids and links all attached to each other and that their was no distinction between me, the room, the people that lived on my street and the goddess herself. I felt versions of existence I cannot put into words to describe to you. Just as the whole experience was peaking - complete disaster! - my friend had knocked at the door, I had not seen him in so long but why did he turn up now of all time just as I met the goddess herself, why oh why at the pinnacle of ultimate knowledge. I looked back at the smiling face of her on the ceiling and apologized saying I had to leave, I got the distinct feeling that we were not done yet... I met my friend and explained I was tripping hard, I walked into the bathroom and tried to compose myself. On looking into the mirror I saw an "elf man" looking back at me grinning, he said he was Bacchus and that I was in his realm now, I blinked and my own reflection returned but no sooner had it returned that it morphed into what I can only describe as a bald headed, east Asian wizard with a long flowing white beard, this scene put me into a fit of laughter. On exiting the bathroom I attempted to explain this to everyone but my speech kept slurring and I found it almost impossible not to babble incoherently, I just couldn't describe anything in "the real world", the real world seemed so false and I couldn't believe everyone was falling for this trick. My wife and friend continued their own conversations and left me to my own devices on the sofa. My wife brought me something to eat in the form of a delightful vegetarian wrap, this I found spectacular to stare at, I felt I should give praise to the fairy kingdom for this blessing for some odd reason. The room gradually began to transform into a mysterious fantasy realm not unlike something the artist Coop would draw mixed with a Jimmy Hendrix album and the Hobbit house from lord of the rings, even my wife began to look like Bilbo baggins! After staring at the amazing infinite realm materialising just behind the TV for quite some time, the room began to look like a magical fantasy world full of elves, dwarves and pixies, I was asked if I would like to meet the fairy kings, of course I did! I saw a tall, thin, hairy being sitting right next to me looking just like Krampus with tall horns and a crown of some sort, he sat on a carved throne, he said he was one of the sons of the goddess or "god" as we call it. Around us were various devils, dwarves, wizards, goblins and beasts. I asked the king if he was Satan, he said that was a name he was given from our folklore and that this title came from the religion we invented, he told me he was the king of all the devil's and he enslaved the wicked. I was told the reason for the devil's and other "fairy folk", he said they exist "closer" to the power of the goddess and by living closer they experienced life more intensely that a human could and that their senses were highly strung and that they enjoyed only the most extreme of emotions and senses, he said humanity was just a pale diluted form of existence for them to see. I did ask what he thought of heavy metal music, he said he delighted in any feeble music of humans that could excite the sense to extremes, he said many more things about humans, society and generally how feeble humans were but how some could be greater than the devil's and experience the different realms of existence. All this time I found I was starring into space apparently nodding and mumbling. My wife and friend seemed to be looking at me strangely, I started to hear what they were saying and quickly faded out back to the "fairy realm" where three devils began commenting on how feeble humans were and that they could read minds, they told me I could join them as a slave in exchange for being able to read people's minds if I would pray to Satan as my king, as tempting as the offer was I politely declined they then told me cats where their favourite creatures as they were not sentimental about humans and were master hunters, they then disappeared along with the "fairy realm". Now I was coming down and I attempted to join the conversation, on looking in the mirror my face seemed more "pointy" and my expression seemed very sharp and sinister, my wife even said "it's like being married to a demon". Though the visuals had gone, apart from intense colors and glowing shadows my mind seemed much more judgemental of everything, I gave a harsh lecture to my friend until my wife came in and calmed me down. I seemed to be convinced I had "powers" to manipulate people and had great knowledge of all the secret thoughts of people, very out if character for me! As time went on I became exhausted and needed to rest, as I rested I still had great rushes of thoughts about everything from history, music and even chemistry. This had been one of the deepest trips I have ever had, it was VERY intense. The things I saw brought tears to my eyes and seemed very real to me far beyond the usual trip pissing around, this was very real and very intense. I was gutted that I had to pull out the trip early but I have more than enough for an even stronger trip when I fully recover, it takes a lot out of you going so deep.