My Last Grow

This is going to be my last grow. I love everything about marijuana. However I can’t handle it anymore. I get the worst imaginable anxiety. All I can take is one hit. Than wait a hour until I can smoke more. I made edibles hoping if it came on slower I wouldn’t get the anxiety. Took a little lick and felt pretty good. So then I ate a 2x2 piece. After a hour I thought I was going to die. I woke up the next morning and couldn’t walk, it was like I drank way too much and was falling down. I only put a few of my grows on this site. I think I have decent amount of knowledge on growing. Also my friend probably has about 100 grows and we’re always talking about growing. Could have more knowledge with problem solving. So as long as I don’t have any major issues I think I can grow a nice plant. This grow is getting my very best. Have been deciding how I want to grow this plant. I have decided to just go with topping and lst. This style seems to be the most fun for me. Seed taproot broke through on 6/19 6/20 seed was placed in soil in red solo cup. Seed is in coast of Maine soil with a tiny bit of Gaia Green all purpose. Once she gets bigger she will be placed in living soil. The living soil has a long list of nuits in it. The soil comes from a local store near me in Connecticut. The Soil Makers is the name of the company. The Elico blend supposedly designed for weed. 6/21 seedling is about 2 inches above soil. 6/22 Little growth not much to add. Just trying to decide how I want to grow her. I have time to decide and come up with a plan. 6/23 added a micro fan. My other fan is too big for a seedling. 6/25 She is at the stage where growth should pick up. Gave her some water and lowered the light to about 12 inches above plant at 40 percent power. 6/26 she broke ground 6 days ago. Nothing else to report at this time. 6/27. Lost half a day light no electricity. She is growing at a steady pace. Would like to see her leaves a little darker. The soil in the solo cup has very little nutrients. 6/30 Seedling is 10 days old and growing at a good pace. Transplanted today into living soil and worm castings mixture. 7/2 2 days since transplanting and she looks good. Not much growth. Top inch of soil was dry, so gave her some water. 7/4 She has been above ground 14 days. Her leaves are very indica looking right now. Her color looks great and she is getting wider. Can’t say enough about the spider farmer se3000. This light works very well. Everything I put under it from weed to vegetables absolutely takes off in growth.